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| I don't think I've written in this thing in over two years. A lot has changed since then. It's really surreal to look back and see how much I have changed. I don't even know if my friends still go on and read this thing but either way I feel like writing regardless of who's reading.
Yesterday I had something happen to me. Something big. I was literally on the verge of everything. I still feel like I am. I feel like I was given a second chance and I don't want to blow it. I want to be all that I can be, but it's so tough right now.
Last night made me realize I have so much riding on me and my life. So much potential, so much to live for. So much love, so much mercy so much that I don't think I can even explain it. Last night It almost got fucked up. Yesterday I was Boye Fajinmi, too young, too chill, too invincible. Last Night I was broken.
I think its time to stop wasting my life and start changing the world.
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| the crocodile hunter is flippin dead! guys dont u remember him.......!? "CRICKEY! this sucks http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14663786/ its weird how i have so much to say but i end up posting this crap | | |
| girls are silly, girls have cooties, girls are ridiculous, and mean....cept for like hayley, haley, and haley's sister.
edit- this has nothign to do with the earlier post, but think of your most embarresing moment/moments......they suck right, they make u feel like crap, haha i remember one vividly, we were in mexico, with bekah's church, and we were all on the beach taking communion, and pastor paul was talking, and dumb lil beej wasn't listening, and he finished and said get in line when u want to, to partake in the communion. what we were doing was breaking the bread, and then dipping it inside the cup and thennn eating it, well since i was listening, and didn't pay attention, i kinda ate the bread, took the cup, and drank out of it...and i had like a cold too, not cool, i don't think anyone cared/noticed, but i hate myself for it, i have more, but yea......just a thought for the day | | |
| I have learned to give people, and things in general a chance. you never know what awesome situations you can unravel, and what new people you can meet. give things a try, give things a chance, cause u you never know what good can come out of it | | |
| I know like no one uses xanga anymore, which is awesome i think actually. i dunno why but it just is. anyways...lifes been pretty hard i must say, more on an emotional levels, several things i do not want to disclose, but i am starting to realize more and more that i really need to hold on to God for me to be happy, comfortable, and "prosperous"
weather it be family problems, problems with friends, or self-confidence, we all deal with these issues, and we all totally know it sucks, but it only lasts for a moment, those of us who are christians know that we can get through it with God, we have something to go to, i honestly dont know how unbelievers do it, they turn to sex, drugs, cutting all that horrible stuff, i mean we do as well, but we really dont need to, God should not only take place of all those "comforts" but he should take place of that problem as well. i guess i am slowly but surely learning this. this will be an interesting year, i just want to be used by God, and be an example to others, in the end, thats my goal. amen. | | |
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